Whelp, it's the end of the weekend... Thank God... this weekend was kindda blah all togther. I guess that just happens some times. Anyhoo wrote 5 more scenes in the movie script, it's comming along nicely. I have my 1st rehearsal for the musical this week, hopefully that'll go well. Question of the Day: Why is it so important to people to fit in? Sittin here watching the academy awards... pretty exciting. Hrm... what does it mean to be a Gemini? I sat down on friday, and read about gemini's and... I almost fit the discription exackly, which could be a good or bad thing, I haven't decided yet. Whelp I'm not feeling very philosophical right now... sowwy. *shrugs* o well.

Question of the day: Was time discovered or invented? That will keep ya thinking for a while... Anyways it's raining and cold outside. Hopefully the weather tomarrow and this weekend will be a bit better. I'm sitting here trying to find an American author to do my research project on, I finally decided on Mark Twaine... He reminds me alot of myself and I want to read Huckleberry Fin, could be fun... Going to go see "50 First Dates" some time, looks pretty funny. I think I'm going to get back into drawing on a regular basis, I kindda miss sitting down and drawing whatever comes to mind, it's very good thearapy. I think I finally know what I want to do, major in theatre and minor in education. I'll try to do the whole acting thing for a while, if it doesn't work out... then become a theatre teacher at a school some place, hopefully highschool maybe even in Salem. Although I am very upset with the casting situation for the play I'm at the point now where, I'm just glad I'm in it. I don't think I could go a school year without doing a musical, it would be very bad. I told somebody something last night, that I should'nt have, but I guess we'll see what happens. *shrugs*

Sup peoples? Shweet <--- my new word. Anyways just sitting here typing up some more script *sighs* it's a long process. Ok here's the deal im 1/4 of the way done lol it sucks I know. Well I am feeling a little bit better about the Usher part in the play... well its not a part or in the play but whatever. I convinced Haley to stay in the play also, which is a good thing. She made the ensemble which is pretty cool I guess. Not much happened today unfortunatly, got home wrote some more blah blah blah... Haley got a car *dances* Anyhoo I'm bored as hell and nuffin much is going on so this is the end of my story...

Uhm.... well long day today to say the least. The cast list was posted at 3:15 and I was a bit dissapointed (pissed). I have received the excellent role of usher... boy howdy I'm so glad...

Whelp, been an interesting week. Believe it or not some hopes were renewed. Also auditions for the musical down here and such. My auditions were great in my opinion. Hopefully I get a decent part. Had school on Saturday this week, which sucked. Didn't do much on Saturday. Sunday I spent a lot of time with Haley. I enjoyed it, watched a couple movies and talked a bit. I learned some things about her, that answered some questions I was having. Anyways, I haven't told many people my philosophy on life... Many have heard my quote, they haven't heard me talk about it though. Basically do as much stupid stuff as you can while you're young (under the age of 12). After a point you worry about what could happen, and you memorize statistics. Little kids shouldn't be afraid of anything, it's child abuse in my opinion if you make your child scared of everything that moves. Anyhoo there are only a couple people I consider friends down here, 2 out of the 3 I really don't wish to know any better then I do, they don't seem like very loyal people to me, in the long run I know I can rely on a few people up north and 1 down here, but I won't mention any names yet. I do consider John my best friend and always will be, I know whenever I call (even at 11 at night after he's gone to bed) he'll come running. Same thing goes for Don and Jake.... well... not so much Jake.... (no offence). Point being that you only meet 7 really good friends in a life time, 3 or 4 come from highschool. By the time you are 50 4 of those friends will be dead, so spend as much time with them as you can, while you can spend it. "Time why do you punish me? Like a wave crashing into the shore, you wash away my dreams" Since moving down here, I have been...."Enlightened" you could say...

Almost a week since my last post.... sorry bout that I've had many requests to update. Well somebody asked me today, "do u wish every day was like this?". I had to tell the truth and say no. Why? yes its a great day, but if everyday was great then life would become boring. The long boring days and the sad days are what show off yourself not the great days. It is interesting to see how people act on great, boring and sad days. Auditioned for the musical, went great. I don't know if I have a part yet though. Anyhoo its been a pretty laid back week so far. Gonna post tomarrow and sat. also

Ahhh yes, Valentines day, the one day of the year where every guy has an excuse to get laid. But imma dork and didnt use it cuz im stupid. Anyways short Post

Ahhh yes Tuesday, the most forgotten day of the week. Uhm... not much had happened and that's kindda sad I guess. Sitting here typing the script for the next bestests horror movie ever created. Anyways changing the subject, the sky here lately has been gray I dunno why I notice so much but it is interesting. Time... Why you punish me? to quote some Hootie... Valentines day is a few days away and I think I'm going to get a few people some things, but isnt it kindda weird for guys to get guys things? Not sure so I'm not going there... I already have a reputation down here for being a little flamboyant.

Heyas peeps, whats happenin? Whelp pretty decent weekend for me, needless to say the next one is 5 days away. Anyhoo, what went on this weekend? same old same old. Same shit different day. Today was fun though. Created a work of art with Haley, played some games with Brain, got home and talked to John... all in all a good day. See ya lataz

Yesterday was Friday, and it was a good Friday. Of course school pretty much sucked, but after school was pretty cool. Went over to Haley's bout 6 and stayed there until 10, hung out, wrote some script, played some games and, met new peoples. Got home, relaxed for about an hour took some drugs and went to bed. A new section in my Blog is going to be my progress in FF7. I started playing it again for the 7th time about 3 weeks ago. Right now I just got onto the 2nd disk and I'm in the snowy mountains. *Boogies* Anyhoo I still can't get over Aries death... It just sucks. Sunday going over to Brians and playing some Dnd then chillaxin the rest of the weekend.

Whelp, tomarrow is Friday... also known as the last day of the school week...also known as holy crap I can't wait till its over day... Anyhoo, today wasn't different from any other day of the week. I suppose that's what being in high school is about. I guess some day I'll look back on this whole thing called schooling and laugh at it, by the time I have kids all the current teaching methods will be concidered barbaric and some of the same teachers I had, he/she will have also. Kindda Scary huh? Yupeprs, life sucks get a helmet. Started typing the movie script tonight, this is hard stuff dood. Basically I need to type 1-2 hours of script... it bites. I am open for suggestions though, always did like those.

Whelp it's been almost a month since my last post. Anyhoo a lot has happened in the last month, first of all I have come to realize what is important in life. The important things don't really show their heads until you loose them. In the last 8 months I have figured out what life is all about, it's not about material items or even things you wish you had. Life is not about screwing people over, or sitting at a computer writing in a journal. Life is about the people around you and becoming what you want to become. People take things for granted. I guess living down here really makes you think harder about what the big plan is.
Anyways in the last few weeks I have gotten to know a few people better. Spent a lot of time with a few people recently. These few people you really begin to appreciate because being new just plain sucks. I think I have begun to make a name for myself at Manteo high school though. Maybe I don't have the same kind of friends as I did in Salem, or even have the same reputation but I believe being down here has made me a better person. I always used to be a nice guy, but I think now that I'm here I have evolved into an over all nicer person.
The next few months are going to be very interesting to say the least. I am starting a new project, a full length horror film. Haley and I have decided to take this task very seriously and are excited about doing it. I am writing the script and she is doing the camera work. I also have one bad ass Dnd campaign starting, it is prolly my best one yet.
Live long and Prosper.