Ok, I guess I'll start with the more recent problems and work backwards this time. When somebody tells you something, if it is in the realm of possibility you believe them right? Especially when you have no reason not to.... but after you believe them, they come back telling you they were just messing around and mad that you believed them. Sure it might be funny a couple times, but then what are you supposed to do if he/she is really telling the truth? Of course your first reaction is the "don't cry wolf" concept, you're not going to believe them, why would you? If you do and he/she is messing with you again, they'll just get mad that you keep falling for it. If you don't believe them though, they also may get offended and depending on the truth it may be much more serious. So basically I'm going to change the way I deal with people now, to the good old I'll believe it when I see it philosopy. That way, you never get the shit end of the deal.

Alright next, Mrs. Kraft is in really really bad shape right now. She's been kindda crazy for a while, but now she's sleeping in a hospitol. It really sucks bad, she was like a mother to me. She was a teacher that really cared about her kids, you don't get that too often anymore and its sad. The play has been canceled as well, which I have mixed feelings about. Part of me hates the idea but the other part is just relieved it's all over with. O well, what's done is done. I hope for the best, as everybody does. Hopefully she will make a full recovery.

Of course it's almost the end of Senior year....yay! Anyways I've realized that I have changed alot even since the beggining of this year. Last year I had to be friends with everybody, because I really didn't have friends. Now that I have good friends, I'm not so obsessed with everybody liking me anymore. Which I guess is a good thing. I was thinking last night, that if me from Salem met me from here, they would hate eachother. It's hard to believe that in a time of 2 years, I have become just about everything I used to hate, and I'm trying to change that. Time heals everything though.

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Well sooo much has happened


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Hey, well last night was pretty interesting. I think I figured something out and it kind of makes me sad. No matter what happens I can't stop, and it scares me. I've been kindda dumb lately with the whole thing but I'm trying to distance myself from it. I really can't stop, it's kindda pathetic in one sense, but on the other hand... maybe I really do. People say it alot, but most the time it's just a formality kindda thing, most of the time they really don't understand what they are saying. Last night though, I dunno. It was so hard for me not to say it. I guess time will tell. Happy Saint Patricks Day

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Well time for an update I guess....

Update:
I was sick
I'm better
Play is going well
I still feel kindda sick
My suspicions were right about somebody
A little too right...
Spring is comming
Updating sucks
and so do chicks sometimes
Guys are cool sometimes
But im not gay


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She's got a whole lot of reasonss
he cant think of a single one
That can justify leaving
and he got none but he thinks she got so many problems
and he got, too much time to waste

Jack Johnson is the man. Well some things have happened in the past few days. I really don't feel like talking about it right now though, because I seem to have picked up the flu. Flu sucks lol. Went to go see a movie tonight, I guess it was pretty funny, I didn't really pay much attention to it.
Play seems to be going pretty well, I just hope none of the cast caught this off of me, especially Shannon, she has been busting her ass for this show and I'd hate to see anything get in the way of that. Hopefully tomorrow I'll be able to run lines if I'm not too sick, I'm supposed to be off book for Act 1 by Monday, I should be able to do that, its not outside of my ability I hope.
Well... hmmmm I really dunno what to talk about.