Well hmm.... I'm really ready for change right now, I want something new and exciting. It almost feels like I'm going through the motions, and I hate that feeling. Those of you that know me well, know I get bored pretty quickly with things. School right now just seems to be one big ass count down, I go to school just to get another one of the days done and through. I spend the day watching the clock and in a daze. It's sad because everything moves so fast and you don't really use the time you have to the fullest until you realize that you're running out of time. Now it sounds like I'm dying haha.
When I look back on this school year, it has been a year of extremes. Extreme happiness to extreme sadness all in a few months time. Really amazing when you think about it. It's been one hell of a rollercoaster ride, started off high, flew down fast and now hopefully it'll end on a high note.

Prom is on Saturday, I'm excited about that. Maybe I'll get to drive a really nice Mustang, that'll be the highlight of the evening I'm sure. It'll be alot of fun I'm sure. After prom though, I don't really know what I'm going to do. I've made some loose plans with Savanna but it's hard to say if those will materialize or not. I don't think I'll be up for getting shit faced after prom, chances are I'll be too tired. I really want to go to the beach afterwards though, I think that would be nice, even if I'm there for a few minutes. Prom definately isn't going to be what I was expecting it to be earlier this year, but that might end up being a good thing, ya never know.

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Well pretty bored right now so I guess I'll make me a little post. I was sitting here listening to music last night when I realized that, there isn't much left for me here after high school. I really love this place, and the people here, but most of those people are leaving, and the outer banks is getting more and more crowded everyday.
The main reason why I decided to stay and go to the community college here for an associates, seemed right at the time and a good idea, but now I'm starting to realize that it wasn't a good enough reason. It would be different if something was possible, but at this point I really don't count on anything happening regarding that.
Well, ya see the sign? The vice principal called it "vandalism" we didn't get in any trouble for it though. Apparently we can do senior pranks, as long as nothing vulgar is seen. I have news for FFHS the sign was just a warning shot compaired to the things that are comming. I'll post pics when I get them, they'll be enjoyable.
Romance? Well none for a long time, kindda sucks but it's nothing new. I really don't know what I want in that area of my life right now, I wan't a girlfriend, but I'm not really interested in any avalible people right now. But, I don't want a girlfriend that requires non stop attention, I dunno if I could handle that this summer, especially since I'll be visiting Ohio and things. Oh well, we'll see, I'll be down here for another 2 years, maybe something will pop up.

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Part 1 of senior prank 2005

It's Sunday! Phase 1 of "Operation Dog Ear" will commence tonight. Man, I wish I had a girlfriend again, I kindda miss the whole support thing. Like, I enjoy comming home and telling somebody everything that happened to me that day and that person actually being interested in what I say. It just feels really good to know that somebody cares enough to listen to you tell your boring story about the day haha.
I got my hammock set up in my room, it's pretty cool lookin even though it takes up like all my space. My truck, argh basically took a shit. Brakes went out, just another thing to get fixed before I can drive it on a daily basis. Oh well, what doesn't kill us just makes us stronger I suppose.
Saw a kickass movie this weekend too, its called Coffee and Cigarettes. Great little independent film recorded on black and white film. Basically it's 12 short stories about people sitting around talking while drinking coffee and smoking. So original I love it, we need to see more films like this one. As for the movie Ray, I thought Jamie Foxx kicked ass as Ray Charles, but the movie itself I didn't think was all that great. They made it a bit long for my tastes.

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