Hey everybody, this will be my last post for a while. I wish I could end this great legacy that some call a blog on an up note, but really and truely nothing awesome has happened in the past couple weeks so its just gonna be average.

Something has happened in my life recently, it's not the best thing in the world, nor am I happy about it, but you gotta live life I guess. Fact is I didn't expect it to happen, that's why it caught me so off guard, I had a little bit of time to prepare though, I guess I should be happy about that.

The spring musical is comming up, "The Sound of Music".... wow great show, can't wait to be in that one. Hard to say how the casting is going to go at this point though, nobody really has any idea who is going to get what role. We are all waiting in antcipation.

Im anxious to see how the rest of my senior year is going to go, the 1st half was over all pretty decent. This one has started off kindda shitty though, hopefully it'll get better as time goes on. See the reason why I am discontinuing this blog for a while, is because I'm tired of people leaving comments about things they know nothing about. Assuming makes an ass out of you and me, so please people don't do it, it doesn't help anybody. Why can't we all just be friends for once? I'll scratch ur back, if u scratch mine kindda thing.

As for Christine.... well, I guess all I have to do is wait and see. I'm not saying much more about it on here though. I dunno what happened today though, or what her problem was. Ok enough about her, people don't really care.

What do you guys care about? Of course it's not me, or Christine, or having healthy lives... why else would u sit down and read this? You don't care about reputation, because this can't possibly be the coolest thing to do.... hrm....

Well if you all want to know, I guess I should tell you.... here it is:

My name really isn't William James Flannigan, and I was never from the town of Salem, Ohio.... in fact, I'm not even from this planet... I'm from a place called... Archbon... yea that's right bitches! I fooled all of you!!! mwarr!

I find myself day dreaming quite often nowadays... I really don't know what I think about, but I'm sure it involves a couple select people. I'm worried though, I think I'm getting really sick, with a thing they call "Senioritous"... sounds scary eh? Well it happens when you really just don't care about school anymore. It's a terrible terrible illness. I'm also trying this philosophy out on life, but it's not going too well for me, If I dont' care I end up thinking about it alot more....

Well so long, fare thee well....

Until next time folks

-FIN-

No more comments about this please...

Fuck it, I'll post when I feel like it

Update soon I promise

I can't help to think about what could've been. I was just on the phone with somebody about stuff like that. Like I dunno, I wish I could've done a couple things differently now, and I know how I would do them differently. Down to the T.

But you can't live in the past, what's happened has happened and nothing can change that. If you live in the past, you'll never change the future. I want to change the future, but I'm not sure how just yet, I may figure it out or may not, we'll have to see.

I guess what I'm trying to say is, we all make stupid mistakes, and dumb decisions and we've all messed up a few times. Now this is starting to sound like a please forgive me post, gotta stop that.

I'm so afraid that I just blew my last chance, and now nothing can change that because what's happened has happened. Nothing I say or do will change anything now. I hate myself for it. Hopefully in the end, whatever happens will be for the better, it's hard to tell now though.

Alot of things are going to change with 2nd semester, I just hope nothing changes for the worst, change is welcome at good times. Right now though, I think the timing could be a little bit better. I dunno, thinking too much is a disease. I'm just really scared.

-FIN-

Sitting here, bored outta my mind. Nothing to do, nobody to do it with. Kindda sucks I guess. Happy 18th David. Haven't seen Christine in a few days, I guess that's partially my fault, but oh well, what can ya do? I know what I can do, I can sit here and talk about how I haven't done anything since Wensday.

I was supposed to hang out with a couple people today but I guess plans changed. I really have alot to talk about, but I'm not going to put any of it in here, because when I say things I have a bad habbit of giving out a little too much info. I feel really stupid for doing it and I feel really bad about it.

I've realized there really isn't many people you can talk to and trust they won't repeat what you're saying. No matter who you tell, they will always repeat it in one way or another. So the best way to prevent that is to not even think about saying anything. Im really afraid I've gotten myself to a point now where I can't make up for some of the things I've said, and now I'm afraid I may have lost sometthing really close to me, I would do anything to make sure that didn't happen.

Anyhoo back to the brighter side of life, new semester starts in a couple days, pretty easy going semester, theatre, english, history. All easy A's, pretty slack 1/2 half of year. Spring musical is the sound of music, and Sadie Hawkins is comming up... I'm kindda nervous.

I need to figure it out, all of it. Everything that has happened the past few months, what does it all mean? Where will it go, what will happen next?

I love her so much, why doesn't she understand...

Whelp I'm back from Ohio. Did alot of fun things, hung out with most the people I wanted to, and ate Sunnies just about every damn day.... And I have the weight to show for it. Christmas wasn't bad, I got alot of art stuff.... again *sighs*

New years was pretty cool, played video games and talked alot of the night.

Ya'll are asking bout Christine and I? Well.... I'll talk about it later

Cyaz