Monday, February 28, 2005

Sail away where no ball and chain
Can keep us from the roarin' waves
Together undivided but forever we'll be free
So sail away aboard our rig
The moon is full and so are we
We're seven drunken pirates
We're the seven deadly sins
Flogging Molly... Pretty cool song actually, really uhm... energizing. Anyhoo this is the topic for this blog, lets see how many posts we can get bout this. Shannon and I were talkin and apparently she has to goto confessional tomorrow, where like a good little girl, she confesses her sins. So my question to you all, is sinning really that bad? How many times can a person do that before he/she is a bad person. You tell me, what sinful thing have you done and will admit to, and why did you do it? Also.... well nvm that's it.
Later On
-FIN-

Sunday, February 27, 2005

You can't imagine so many monkeys in the daily mail
All of them coming anonymously so they leave no trail
I never thought I'd have an admirer from overseas
But someone is sending me stationary filled with chimpanzees.
Some chimps in swimsuits, some chimps are swinging from a vine
Some chimps in jackboots, some chimps that wish they could be mine.
Starsky and Hutch chimps, a chimp who's sitting on the can
A pair of Dutch chimps who send their love from Amsterdam.
Another postcard with chimpanzees
And every one is addressed to me.
Also another great song... by Barenaked Ladies. Since people don't like the other songs, I chose a more uplifting song this time lol. Hrm... I said I'd post today so I am, I really didn't do much pretty boring actually. I'm trying to find a new game to play on my computer, my selection has kindda been shrinking for the past year or so.
I think it would be soooo cool to get a postcard from somebody I didn't know from some random place. Some country I never ever heard of, that would be so interesting. Then I would reply with a postcard with chimps on it, and since this is the Outer Banks, put those primates inna bikini or sumthin. That would be pretty sweet. Or like monkeys by the Cape Hatteras Lighthouse... yea buddy, I could make alot of money making this shit up. Here is a question for everybody.... if you had a chimp... what would you name it?
Does anybody else think E.T is quite the attractive alien?
-FIN-

Saturday, February 26, 2005

This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and all of the words we said
We can't take back
Now every fool in town would've left by now can't replace all the wasted days
The memory of your face-can't help thinkin'
Maybe if we ever could kept it all together
Where would we be
A thousand lost forever
And the promises that you never were giving me
Here's what I'm thinking
It won't be the first -heart that you break
It won't be the last -beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked -won't take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world
Those are some lyrics from a really good song by MatchBox 20. Well it's Saturday, and I'm just chillin tonight, I'm getting a little sick, so I decided to lay low this weekend. I might work on some art tonight I'm not sure yet. Hmm.... what to talk about.... I have really no idea lol. So I'm gonna just start talkin and see what I come up with. David started talking about some crazy ass shit on Thursday, hard to tell what it all meant though. Basically it was just random words in the midst of verbal diarrhea. It was pretty funny at the time.
Right now I got my candles burning, guitar in hand and music playing. I really couldn't be more content. I think I'm going to get my hair cut pretty soon, just trimmed up and layered prolly. I don't wanna cut it short if I don't have to for the play. Me with short hair... is just down right wrong. Hopefully I won't have to cut it all military like, like I thought before. Hopefully I'll get lucky and we won't have another Charlie Brown on our hands.
So what's up with you all? Ya know what's weird? How the littlest things can you remind you of stuff. Like if something important happened to you that involved a dice on the number 4.... Everytime you see a die on 4, you'll remember whatever it was, I think that's pretty cool. It's the same way with songs and stuff like that. *Shrugs*
Well I guess I really don't have much more to talk about right now, I may post tomorrow if
something interesting happens.
! Later On !
-FIN-

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.


Kermit the Frog is the well... frog. Hey peoples... just sitting here 1230am and bored, and not tired. I dunno about anything anymore, I know I have problems of my own, and priorities and values. I tend to stick to these pretty well. I've been known to stray away from my morals from time to time, but I always find myself back into them. I'm in a time in my life right now where simple is good... I'm staying away from everything that alters my state of being. I don't need these things to have fun, boredom is the father of danger, which is true.
So much can change so quickly... change sucks, but thats the only thing you can come to expect. I hate the changes recently, but hey, what can ya do? Nothing all you can do is watch as it happens in front of you, and no matter how hard you try nothing will go the way you want it to, unless u get really lucky. John is the only person I believe really looks out for me 100%. Even I don't care about myself as much as he does, its kindda scary lol. He's been telling me the truth from the get go, and I think I'm finally starting to believe him. It sucks that it's taken this long, but it's better than never.
People... in general are very predictable, but at the same time, they confuse the hell outta me. You can look at the same problem from 20 different people's point of views, and get 2000 different solutions. It's amazing.
You know what I've always wanted to do? Write a little love letter and put at the bottom... "Do you like me?" or "Will you go out with me?" circle yes or no... I think that'd be so funny to send to a random person with no name on it. Just to watch them read it.
Prom is comming up, for a long time I was planning on taking Christine, but obviously plans kindda changed, so I dunno what Im gonna do yet, we'll have to see about that. Maybe I'll take one of my special ed students. If I even go at all.
Well.... Shine on you crazy diamonds...
-FIN-

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Heyas people, this is going to be my first real post in quite a while. I see a couple people have been leaving comments, that's pretty cool. Needless to say, alot has happened in a month, alot. Where shall I begin? Hrm....
Well the musical is under way, The Sound of Music, I guess it's going ok thus far. No real problems yet, other than I got the male lead and I'm an absolutely terrible singer lol. George Van Trap.... pernounced Gay Org..... wonderful, yet another gay reference in my acting career. I'm on a roll, man let me tell ya. The show opens in April. Then the NY trip, which should be pretty cool, hopefully.
Ok, what's next? Hm... I dunno, somebody said a couple days ago I used to be the happiest of all my friends, but right now I'm inna slump. Maybe that's true, I dunno lol. It's pretty crazy to think about though. I can think of a couple reasons, but I really don't feel like talking about it anymore than I have to.
Well I guess that's about it for now, sorry for the lack of updatage, cuz I know how people love to read this shit lol.

-FIN-

Sunday, February 20, 2005

Hey guys, first post inna while.... This isn't going to be anything but some pics and stuff, notice the new profile pic. Mwarr








Been writing some music lately, pretty cool I guess.


Well thats bout it for now... I promise I'll update again soon...


-FIN-