Whelp, get ready peoples, this is prolly going to be a long one. Tomorrow, well actually today I graduate. Pretty scary eh? Yea I think so too. I've spent the last 12 years of my life working toward this point, and now the only question to ask is.... what's next? I wish I could answer that with upmost confidence, but I really can't. I don't know what's next, I can't decide what I want to be next. Yes I'm going to COA, yes I'm going to get a college education. I still don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life yet though. Some interesting ideas have popped up recently and they are pretty cool.

Regrets? Can't really say I have any, I'm proud of that. Course I'm the person that believe everything happens for a reason, so it's kindda hard to regret anything. I've tried my best in every facet of life thusfar, and I can't complain too much. I wish I would've tried harder on a couple things, so I guess that's a regret right? Yea... damn I suppose I do have a couple. Can't dwell on those though, it's going to be an awesome summer.

Well, talked to somebody for the first time in a while tonight. Told her some things that I've kindda been hiding for a while, and we talked for a little over an hour. I dunno, I try to make everything black and white but it's hard to do, because everything is grey. I wish I could do more at this point, all I can say though is have fun in Europe and make sure you tell your aunt where to sleep, she might get lost and sleep in your closet or something.

A few songs that discribe this year:
The Get up Kids- My Apology
Aerosmith- Sweet Emotions
The Beatles- There are place I remember
The Beatles- Lucy in the sky with Diamonds
Ben Harper- Not Fire not Ice
Bright Eyes- First day of my life
ColdPlay- Yellow
Counting Crows- Accidentally in love
Damien Rice- The Professor
Elton John- Your Song
Five for Fighting- 100 Years
Garth Brooks- Standing Outside the Fire
Van Morrison- Brown Eyed Girl
Led Zepplin- Stairway to Heaven
Oasis- Wonderwall
Luis Armstrong- Wonderful World
Jack Johnson- Do you remember
Radiohead- Everything's in it's right place
The Smiths- Paint a vulgar picture
Something Corporate- I want to save you
Ted Leo and the Pharmacists- Me and Mia
Tim McGraw- Please Remember Me
The Wh0- Behind Blue Eyes


I love you all...... It's been a great time


*A Toast to the Class Of '05*


-FIN-