TGIF, Friday is by far the best day of the week. I actually have some decent plans for this weekend, tomarrow Battle of the Bands, Sunday hanging with Haley. Oh yea, I also have practice tomarrow, which kindda sucks but oh well. I walked up to a girl on the corner one day and she said, "BJ for 20 bucks" I couldn't figure out if she was a pimp or a whore.... anyhoo the weather has been pretty nice down here. The play seems to be comming along... although it is a musical... and the singing sucks for the most part, but it is pretty funny. Salem got a new student recently by the name of Erica, I'm anxious to meet her... mwarr... I'll have a longer post tomarrow, not in the mood for typing right now.

Well, its been a while since my last post... Sorry bout that. Anyways not much has happened since my last post, life has become boring, so I guess I gotta get up and search the world for adventure!.... Erm... who am I kidding? that's the corniest damn saying I ever... As I was saying... boring yes...well Sundays are cool, Saturdays are relaxing and Fridays, well Fridays are Fridays. Man I have one hellava headache right now... Salems spring break is next week, I guess that's ok, I'll be in school though... In a couple weeks, if everything works out Haley and myself will be paying good ole' Ohio a visit, which will be interesting to say the least. Problem is.... there isn't much to do in Salem, so I guess we will have to find other ways to entertain us...(Get ur mind outta the gutter) I've hit a bit of rough water on the script... which sucks because we are getting down to crunch time now, and I gotta push myself to get that damn thing done. Fin

Friday is upon us... The best day of the week is finally here... We shall divide and conquer, war is hell... Ok now I'm being a little dramatic. Anyhoo over all the week has been pretty fair. Not alot of details on the week so far, nothing much has happened.

Well, I'm back. It's storming right now in Kill Devil Hills, I was just outside sittin in my chair watching it. I have come to some what of a conclusion. I think I could fall in love with Haley. I still haven't been able to put into words what I feel, but I think eventually it may come. The reason why it is so weird to me is because "love" in my opinion is a very very sacred word, I haven't said it to anybody outside of my family. The reason why I don't hesitate now is because I believe that it is possible for me to love this incredible human being. Now I'm just getting all mushy and stuff and usually I'm not like this but I guess I'm in the mood for it now. Well now that I have my bearings I can log out. Remember everybody Carpe Diem.

Well today is Sunday as you know. Weekends was pretty good for the most part, did alot of things to please myself finally. Well I just have so much to say but can't put it into words. There are 2 amazing people in my life right now, John See and Haley Mahoney. I can't really discribe in words the way I feel about these people. John I've know for 4 years almost and already I can tell he is one of those few people that you will know your whole life. I know if I ever needed anything that John would be the 1st person to help out. John is a great friend, I couldn't ask for anybody more loyal or understanding as him. God I hate these corny and emotional moments but damn I love that kid. John is my man. Haley is a different story. I've lived down here for 8 months now, and Well its just so hard to express what I feel, it makes me frustrated because I am usually so good with words and articulate... I've know her for 4 months, and in those 4 months I care about her as much as I do John. I don't think I've gotten as close with anybody in 4 months as I have her. As I am sitting here typing I am getting a pep talk from Tabitha about some things. Anyhoo I'm just at a total loss for words. I'll post again when I get my head on straight.

Whelp, weekend is almost here, just one more day of school. It seems lately that I've just been going through the motions and not trying very hard...is that a bad thing? Anyhoo unlike last weekend, I'll prolly be having fun. Sittin here listen to some Hootie... that guy knew what was going on man, he had everything figured out. Spring break is quickly approuching... this means I may be going back up to Ohio for a few days... I'm sure people will be thrilled, I know I will be. Unfortunatly the spring breaks fall on different weeks, so I think some grades will be dropping while I'm up. Anyhoo I've been reading into this whole "astrology" thing lately... and frankly it scares me. These people that write this stuff know more about me then my closest friends. It makes you wonder why they don't plan world domination... I mean if I knew everybody inside and out... why not? Apperently I am a typical Gemini, which in my opinion isn't a bad thing really. Gemini are talkative, see 2 sides to every problem and have a quick wit.... We are just awesome, I know Jake agrees...

Hrm... isn't it interesting how the world works? It seems to me, that everytime something seems to be going well somebody throws a stick in my spokes and beats the hell outta me. Over the past year I have figured out how my life works, as soon as I get something I want, it gets taken away. Things work like that I guess. I mean, I could have it worse, I'm just glad I have a good support group around me, mostly friends though, the family is a buncha weirdos. People sometimes look to a higher being for help, God or Bhudda whatever you believe. I believe instead of asking somebody else, why not look inside yourself to figure out what the problem is and solve it. I'm not a strong believer in religion or the divine, I do believe in spirituality though. I tend to be one of the people that look at the glass as, half full. Optimism is the best way to get through life and take full advantage of it. Try to find a little bit of good in everything. Even though the good doesn't seem obvious at the time, I promise something good will happen because of it, it almost always does. People hate taxes, hell everybody does. Taxes are bad, they take money away, but the good thing is that you also get a return, usually a pretty large amount and it's good because you would've spent the money on stupid things before. Returns are an incentive for doing your taxes. As I sit here and watch the sun set, I can't help but wonder; what is there after death? do people really see the whole truth to anything? Maybe people worry too much about trivial things and need to focus on what is really important. Highschool is full of drama, boyfriends and cheating... all these things we need to learn how to just blow off, c'mon people your life isnt going to end because of boy/girl problems... wake the fuck up, I mean jesus christ get over it. People need to worry about where their next meal is coming from, and worry about their kids being bullied at school. This is quickly turning into my longest post.... sorry bout that. Anyhoo people treasure material things, clothes, toys, whatever... people need to treasure freedom, and the fact that you are mentally capable of understanding complex things and that you can communicate your thoughts. I believe if there is any religion that has it right... its Buddhism....