Monday, March 01, 2004

Hrm... isn't it interesting how the world works? It seems to me, that everytime something seems to be going well somebody throws a stick in my spokes and beats the hell outta me. Over the past year I have figured out how my life works, as soon as I get something I want, it gets taken away. Things work like that I guess. I mean, I could have it worse, I'm just glad I have a good support group around me, mostly friends though, the family is a buncha weirdos. People sometimes look to a higher being for help, God or Bhudda whatever you believe. I believe instead of asking somebody else, why not look inside yourself to figure out what the problem is and solve it. I'm not a strong believer in religion or the divine, I do believe in spirituality though. I tend to be one of the people that look at the glass as, half full. Optimism is the best way to get through life and take full advantage of it. Try to find a little bit of good in everything. Even though the good doesn't seem obvious at the time, I promise something good will happen because of it, it almost always does. People hate taxes, hell everybody does. Taxes are bad, they take money away, but the good thing is that you also get a return, usually a pretty large amount and it's good because you would've spent the money on stupid things before. Returns are an incentive for doing your taxes. As I sit here and watch the sun set, I can't help but wonder; what is there after death? do people really see the whole truth to anything? Maybe people worry too much about trivial things and need to focus on what is really important. Highschool is full of drama, boyfriends and cheating... all these things we need to learn how to just blow off, c'mon people your life isnt going to end because of boy/girl problems... wake the fuck up, I mean jesus christ get over it. People need to worry about where their next meal is coming from, and worry about their kids being bullied at school. This is quickly turning into my longest post.... sorry bout that. Anyhoo people treasure material things, clothes, toys, whatever... people need to treasure freedom, and the fact that you are mentally capable of understanding complex things and that you can communicate your thoughts. I believe if there is any religion that has it right... its Buddhism....

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