Sunday, May 16, 2004

Whelp, G-ma died on the 12th at 9 o'clock. Sadly I didn't goto school on Thursday or Friday but whatever. Over the past 11 months you just sit there and kindda watch things happen, almost voyeuristic like, not really taking part in any of the action but you can relate to what's going on. Anyhoo as I sat back and watched all this unwrap I realized exackly what I don't want to happen to people I care about. This has convinced me that I do care about people and that I have sympathy and empathy and I don't want this to happen to anybody else if I can help it. Now after it's all said and done, there is a sense of relief in the family. Finally I can goto school and not worry about comming home to ambulances and phone calls with crying voices on them. I guess I can continue leading my life like it should be lead now, not having that shadow hang over my head will be a big help.
Hrm... I'm trying to think of what else to write, been to the beach a few times the past couple days. The water is getting warmer, which allows one to enter into it without his balls becomming the size of raisins. Gotten a bit of color I guess, that's never happened before too often.
School is almost over, that's bittersweet though. I have alot of loose ends to pick up in English class, including a research project and a portfolio. The Research project counts for 1/3rd of my grade and the portfolio replaces my final test. Also there are so many people I'd like to get to know better, and school is almost over so my time is running short. Haley has many plans over the summer I'm sure so I'll probably be relying on Ohioans, job and family to keep me entertained.
Question of the day, What defines a friend? and what is the difference between a friend and an acquaintance? How do you know when the 2nd party conciders you of the the two?

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