Wow, it's been a pretty busy few days. I went to go see my doc. and got some info bout my surgery, chilled with Christine alot, been running lines alot. It's been crazy. Apperently my Doctor doesn't think I'm going to be able to do the play, he would rather me not do it. Which sucks because I've spent two months on this thing, just to throw it out the window? Kindda pisses me off a bit, course I'm not going to listen to him, I'll still do it. I love hanging out with Christine, even though she is completely weird and stuff. Like, today she told me she used suck on her mom's frozen vibrator when she was a baby and eat dog biscuts. What a freak? Who tells people things like that. We watched Forest Gump today, she thought it was pretty good, I knew she'd prolly like it. Also watched Mean Girls, yet another almost chick flick movie. Went to a party and chilled there for a while, met some new people, and had a good time. The play is getting closer and closer, so is my surgery and I'm starting to stress about it. My lines aren't memorized yet, I'm having problems with blocking, not to mention I'm going to miss some key rehearsals. I really really hope I'm going to be able to do this play. October is almost over that means 17 more days, for those of you that keep track, you know what I'm talking about. I think being a Senior is finally starting to catch up with me, I realized how much crap I have to do before the end of the year. I think I can finally discribe exactly what it feels like to be in love, so I think Im going to write a little diddy about it. Well more or less a list:
Love is:
When you can think of nothing else but the person you are with
When everything else takes a back seat
When you can't stay mad
When you float instead of walk
When you tell people things about your life, nobody else knows
When you can finally admit you love the person and not just her bed
When you know you can say nothing and be comfortable.