Well guys, I guess this is it. I leave at 4:45am to drive 2 hours to Norfolk for my operation. I'm not going to lie, I'm scared for several reasons. First of all, yea its going to be a pretty complicated operation, peoples veins aren't sumthin to lightly mess with. Secondly I don't want anything to go wrong, and it very well may, we'll just have to see. Thirdly, I want to be able to be there for Christine, so basically I don't want to die lol. Finally the play is soon, and I don't want to let a lot of people down because I wont be physically capible of doing it.
This may be my last post for a while, after my surgery, my arm could be in a sling for a couple weeks. So I'll try to put as much in this as possible. I would just like to express my gratitude to all my friends for supporting me the last couple months in everything I have done, especially with the play, Christine and, the surgery. Without my friends, I dont' know what I would do, life would suck if I didn't have these people to fall back on. My friends are my safety net, and I'm not afraid to admit that.
I am so proud of Christine. She has gotten a spot on the homecomming court, it's awesome. I doubt I will be able to be there for her when she rides through the parade, it's on Friday. I feel really bad, but I know she understands, she's cool like that. Christine may be comming up on Thursday to see me in my lowest hour, in a bed, sick, on drugs and half asleep. Now people let me tell you, that is real commitment lol. Not everybody would drive 3 hours to see somebody look like complete shit.
I think this would be a good time to talk about John. John I know you're going to read this. You have been with me since day one, through the good shit, bad shit, the move, death, separation, depression, you've been there for it all. I just want to let you know how much I appreciate it, and I don't think any cluster of words can express my feelings for you.
Well guys, I think that's all I have to say for now. May you all live in peace and happiness, live long and prosper.
-FIN-
2 comments:
hey baby, im definalty coming up there to see you after your durgert were leaving at noon tomorw so be ready for me i dont care if you look like shit( i always do haha) and i have to make sure your okay so im coming, and dont worry at al about not being able to come see me be homecoming lady haha its completly fine and your thing is wayy more important so yea. im glad you have john and stuff too he seems real cool well im gonna go talk to you on aim now haha i love you bye <3 christine
Hoping all goes well with your surgery, and hopefully you'll have a speedy recovery =D Just be optimistic and it'll make it easier for you (although being optimistic isn't always easy)
Zach
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