Sitting here, bored outta my mind. Nothing to do, nobody to do it with. Kindda sucks I guess. Happy 18th David. Haven't seen Christine in a few days, I guess that's partially my fault, but oh well, what can ya do? I know what I can do, I can sit here and talk about how I haven't done anything since Wensday.

I was supposed to hang out with a couple people today but I guess plans changed. I really have alot to talk about, but I'm not going to put any of it in here, because when I say things I have a bad habbit of giving out a little too much info. I feel really stupid for doing it and I feel really bad about it.

I've realized there really isn't many people you can talk to and trust they won't repeat what you're saying. No matter who you tell, they will always repeat it in one way or another. So the best way to prevent that is to not even think about saying anything. Im really afraid I've gotten myself to a point now where I can't make up for some of the things I've said, and now I'm afraid I may have lost sometthing really close to me, I would do anything to make sure that didn't happen.

Anyhoo back to the brighter side of life, new semester starts in a couple days, pretty easy going semester, theatre, english, history. All easy A's, pretty slack 1/2 half of year. Spring musical is the sound of music, and Sadie Hawkins is comming up... I'm kindda nervous.