Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell. We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Kermit the Frog is the well... frog. Hey peoples... just sitting here 1230am and bored, and not tired. I dunno about anything anymore, I know I have problems of my own, and priorities and values. I tend to stick to these pretty well. I've been known to stray away from my morals from time to time, but I always find myself back into them. I'm in a time in my life right now where simple is good... I'm staying away from everything that alters my state of being. I don't need these things to have fun, boredom is the father of danger, which is true.

So much can change so quickly... change sucks, but thats the only thing you can come to expect. I hate the changes recently, but hey, what can ya do? Nothing all you can do is watch as it happens in front of you, and no matter how hard you try nothing will go the way you want it to, unless u get really lucky. John is the only person I believe really looks out for me 100%. Even I don't care about myself as much as he does, its kindda scary lol. He's been telling me the truth from the get go, and I think I'm finally starting to believe him. It sucks that it's taken this long, but it's better than never.

People... in general are very predictable, but at the same time, they confuse the hell outta me. You can look at the same problem from 20 different people's point of views, and get 2000 different solutions. It's amazing.

You know what I've always wanted to do? Write a little love letter and put at the bottom... "Do you like me?" or "Will you go out with me?" circle yes or no... I think that'd be so funny to send to a random person with no name on it. Just to watch them read it.

Prom is comming up, for a long time I was planning on taking Christine, but obviously plans kindda changed, so I dunno what Im gonna do yet, we'll have to see about that. Maybe I'll take one of my special ed students. If I even go at all.

Well.... Shine on you crazy diamonds...

-FIN-