Ok, I guess I'll start with the more recent problems and work backwards this time. When somebody tells you something, if it is in the realm of possibility you believe them right? Especially when you have no reason not to.... but after you believe them, they come back telling you they were just messing around and mad that you believed them. Sure it might be funny a couple times, but then what are you supposed to do if he/she is really telling the truth? Of course your first reaction is the "don't cry wolf" concept, you're not going to believe them, why would you? If you do and he/she is messing with you again, they'll just get mad that you keep falling for it. If you don't believe them though, they also may get offended and depending on the truth it may be much more serious. So basically I'm going to change the way I deal with people now, to the good old I'll believe it when I see it philosopy. That way, you never get the shit end of the deal.
Alright next, Mrs. Kraft is in really really bad shape right now. She's been kindda crazy for a while, but now she's sleeping in a hospitol. It really sucks bad, she was like a mother to me. She was a teacher that really cared about her kids, you don't get that too often anymore and its sad. The play has been canceled as well, which I have mixed feelings about. Part of me hates the idea but the other part is just relieved it's all over with. O well, what's done is done. I hope for the best, as everybody does. Hopefully she will make a full recovery.
Of course it's almost the end of Senior year....yay! Anyways I've realized that I have changed alot even since the beggining of this year. Last year I had to be friends with everybody, because I really didn't have friends. Now that I have good friends, I'm not so obsessed with everybody liking me anymore. Which I guess is a good thing. I was thinking last night, that if me from Salem met me from here, they would hate eachother. It's hard to believe that in a time of 2 years, I have become just about everything I used to hate, and I'm trying to change that. Time heals everything though.
-FIN-
6 comments:
Everyone changes man. No worries. You're probably not as bad as you think you are ... unless of course you are. :-)
well ive know and am quite fond of both beges. though the target of the passion may change it is the passion you posses that attracts us all. i like to think that no one truely understands each other as you and i. when you left you wrote us all letters expressing your addoration for us and for the longest time i tried to write one to you but anything i put down simply reiderated what i had recieved. i belive you have become the changes you so despritly searched for when you first moved. the bege that reads this today is a more mature and expirienced bege that could only be admired by the one you left behind. and im looking foward to spending some time with a bege that will drink himself into a stuper with me. being the foremost athority on bege i would have to say u just need a neer and to see something naked or just a trip home. there is nothing like returning to a place that remains the same to see the ways in which you yourdelf have changed.
CARPE DIEM
Wow, all these comments are just... well I enjoyed them thanks
i find it hard to believe that the 'old Bege' would hate the 'new Bege'...you've always liked everyone...until they were an ass lol
I've known you my whole life, and any Bege is a likable bege. I've been back and forth enough to notice the changes, but I assure you I haven't noticed any changes for the worse. As Don said, you're a more experienced and more mature person now. Don't worry about change, if you're always worried about it you'll never be satisfied with yourself. And comming from a family member and a friend, you got nothing to worry about man.. You're still awesome..
how many speacial people change how many lives are living strange where were you while we were getting high
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