Hello hello hello my anxious readers. It's been quite a long time if I do say so myself. I'm back for good now. I've decided to continue my online memoirs. I find it interesting to go back through the sands of time, or the coding of a webpage, and view my thoughts and feelings as far back as January 2004. So much has changed since then, sooooo much. It makes you realize how much can change in a couple short years. Brings it all into perspective.

I have left the Outer Banks temporarily hopefully. I decided to leave to help my mom make a decision she has yet to confidently make regarding her moving to Tenn. with my aunt. So now I'm back in good old Salem, Ohio. I live by myself in a 3 bedroom house. Pretty cool most of the time but things do get a bit lonely.

Hmm.... I feel like I'm leaving something super important out.... what could it be....?

Oh yea, I've been lucky enough to cross paths with an extreamly awesome person. She likes to be called Ashley, I just usually call her babe or sweetheart though. I can't even begin to discribe her without using words like: wow, amazing, super fantastic, sweet, super d' dooper. She is going to school at East Carolina University and one day she's going to be a teacher :). Which is also very cool that we both have the same interest career wise. I really do care about her alot, and hopefully one day we won't be 500 miles apart. It's working out very well thus far though, I'm pretty suprised, we've been together for 3 months in a couple days I mean thats pretty awesome I think haha.

Anyways I don't have too much to say right now, I'm just trying to get this thing going agian. Maybe I'll add a bit from my real journal. Hold Up

Well here is a question and answer entry done recently:

Why am I here?
you are here because you have a specific thing to do on earth, you will change somebodies life
you are here so others may be inspired by you and follow in your footsteps
you are here to cause a ruckus and to have as much fun as possible
to mate... you are here to carry on the human race

What is love?
Love is the feeling you get when the impossible becomes possible
Love is a joke, it doesn't really exist
Love is more than just looks, it goes deeper than that
Love is why you are here, love is why you exist
Love is the need to mate
Love is a spell
Love is a strong attraction to another from kinship or based on sexual desire

What is the perfect girl like?
She is 5'9 120lbs blonde hair blue eyed and athletic
Perfection is in the eye of the beholder
A perfect girl, perfects her imperfections
She doesn't exist
She does exist, her imperfections are what make her perfect to you and for you

Well folks, I hope you liked it. I'm outta here