Ah yes, it's been a while...

I should be working on this paper due tomorrow afternoon yet here I sit... contemplating where life is taking me. It seem every few weeks or so I get into this introspective/retrospective mood that pretty much perpetuates itself continually for several days then once my mind wraps itself around whatever seems to be happening at that time I forget about it. I quit my job today. It was a long time coming.

I feel school is hindering parts of my creative mind.

I feel working when I'm not sitting in class is hindering parts of my social life/ my creative mind.

I'm a caged animal.

I'm immortal.


I've noticed that when I'm instructed to read something I don't read it. When I'm coaxed into learning something I don't learn it and finally, when I'm brainwashed into believing something I feel empty. Where is all the honest passion in this world? Why can't I make my own major? What ever happened to the renaissance man? In his day, Leonardo Davinci was considered crazy.

There's a fine line between crazy and eccentric.

And yet... I still procrastinate.

Onto politics:

Barack has let me down.

McCain is a liar.

Palin is shallow and more popular than she needs to be.

Biden was the wrong choice.

And finally, I'm sick of all the mudslinging.

The economy is shit and we're all going to die poor anyway.


And in the words of the late George Carlin:

You know why we kill in the name of God? Because my God has a bigger dick than your God.