Wow, I don't know what's going on. For over a month now, I have been with one of the most incredible people I think I've ever met, and today she started to talk to me about something missing, not quite sure what, but I'm different from any other person she's dated. I dunno. I remember when I first met her, I had no idea about this person, I made no assumptions even though all I heard were stories. I knew that people deserved better than that. We started talking, hanging out and running lines, and after about 2 days, I really began to think she was cool as hell. Then we spent all day at a bird watch, I went home with a sun burn and a happy heart. I asked her out that night, and since then everything has run like clockwork. We had a couple problems at the start, mostly my fault, but we got through that and everything went awesome. Started spending alot of time with her, in fact I spent more time with her, then anywhere else. Last week or so, we've gotten very close, to the point where she knows me as well as John does. We both agreed that we were very happy being together. This morning we were talking and she mentioned breaking up again, normally I don't take her too seriously because she likes to joke around like that alot. But this time she did seem very serious, and I don't know what happened, or changed but this is the 1st time ever Im actually afraid for the relationship. If anything happened I don't know what I would do, I would still be her friend, but it would be weird, because I would'nt be able to kiss her, or talk to her the way I did before, without wondering what could've happened. I guess we'll just have to wait and see. I dunno, I'm still planning on finishing this picture for her regardless, because I do love her. Give me some adivice peoples, I need some right now.

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