I can't help to think about what could've been. I was just on the phone with somebody about stuff like that. Like I dunno, I wish I could've done a couple things differently now, and I know how I would do them differently. Down to the T.
But you can't live in the past, what's happened has happened and nothing can change that. If you live in the past, you'll never change the future. I want to change the future, but I'm not sure how just yet, I may figure it out or may not, we'll have to see.
I guess what I'm trying to say is, we all make stupid mistakes, and dumb decisions and we've all messed up a few times. Now this is starting to sound like a please forgive me post, gotta stop that.
I'm so afraid that I just blew my last chance, and now nothing can change that because what's happened has happened. Nothing I say or do will change anything now. I hate myself for it. Hopefully in the end, whatever happens will be for the better, it's hard to tell now though.
Alot of things are going to change with 2nd semester, I just hope nothing changes for the worst, change is welcome at good times. Right now though, I think the timing could be a little bit better. I dunno, thinking too much is a disease. I'm just really scared.
-FIN-
2 comments:
"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart."
...just remember Bege i'm always hear for you :-)
-D-
hey bj, i think that your a great person and good things happen to good people...! Thanks alot for helping me this semester, and ur right, next semester is going to b very different but im right with u.."hopefully for the best"!! im here all the time if u ever needa talk! DONT STRESS IT GIVES U WRINKLES! ;)
Sara
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