Well, senior year is comming to an end soon. Just a little over a month until graduation. Many many things have happened this school year, some of which I was proud of... some not so proud of. Regrets? Not really, I don't regret anything I've done, I am dissapointed some things didn't end up the way I wanted them to, or hoped them to, but since when does everything go perfectly?
The reason I'm posting is I just can't sleep. I've been thinking about graduating and how the first major part of my life is over. Public education makes us keep track of the time through semesters or school years, less of the end of the year in January thing. When somebody says "last year" you automatically think last school year, it's just kindda interesting that after this point in my life, last year will no longer mean, last school year.
I still have some fun things planned though. I've been waiting 4 years to do a senior prank, and by God I'm going to do one. It bothers me though that some people have such little faith, you gotta keep being optomistic people! Where there is a will, there is a way. I have dubbed the prank/s "Operation Dog Ear". Although I can't list specific things that will be acomplished I can say that we will have one hell of a cook out on the beach.
Speaking about pranks and graduation and all this makes me think of the reasons I'm glad I'm graduating. I definately won't miss the drama/backstabbing/bitchyness/cattyness of high school. People worry about the most petty shit, and it gets annoying sometimes. I know earlier this year I can't say I wasn't dramatic about some stuff, but when I look back on some things I realize how stupid it is to worry about. Maybe I'm getting back into my old state of mind that life goes on, and life sucks so get a helmet kindda thing. Which is good, you can't let the small stuff bring you down.
Ahhh yes... the Senior Will. The thing that allows seniors the chance to make sure they are remembered next year. I think my next post is going to be a senior will, one that I could write and not expect the school to publish. School limited us to 150 words, most people can get out what they want to say in that, but I just gotta take it to the next level.
I'm just sitting here rambling on I guess. What I'm thinking about right now is how people talk about "being friends" sometimes. I guess I'm in an interesting, well not really, situation. I think that if you really want to be friends with somebody, you wouldn't always talk about it, you would just do it. Somethings though make it hard to be friends with certain people. I guess everybody has something about them that is annoying, or that you don't like. Nobody is perfect, that's a given. Everybody can get on somebodies nerves sometimes. When that happens though, if you really are friends you won't let it bother you too much. Just like I said before, the little things are worthless sometimes. Anyhoo, who wants to be friends with somebody that is very very critical of you? Well I guess if you were friends before and they became that way, it would be a change of pace, but you could cope with it. I was thinkin, people like my grandfather are hard to get along with, because nothing is ever done to his standards. Nothing is perfect or acceptable to people like that, it's hard to deal with sometimes.
Wow, its 12:09 now. New comment game. Favorite word... just post that as your comment, we'll see what kindda words we get. (This should be interesting)

Later On

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