Monday, December 20, 2004

Im so scared. The reason why is, I know I've set myself up to be hurt. I just hope it doesn't happen. I am so afraid it might though. Even though I keep telling myself to quit trying, I don't stop trying for some reason. I am so worried. I know that Christine would never hurt me to be mean, or do it on purpose. At the same time though, it may happen by itself. The reasons I try so hard, are easy to understand, but I'm not getting into those on here.

I hope this situation is different from one I have been in before, well it is different. Alot more things are involved at this point. I guess that sets the stage for me to fall even harder if I do. I guess all I can do is wait and hope for the best, like I usually do. Being a dreamer and optimist sucks sometimes hehe.


-FIN-

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hold it down boy, your hairs getting blurred
I know you cant stop thinking of her
By all means you can vibe with this girl
But just don't mug yourself, thats all don't mug yourself!

You need to hold it down Jack, put your phone back
Quit staring into space and eat your snack, thats that
She'll want you much for not hanging on
Stop me if Im wrong, stop me if Im wrong
Why should she be the one who decides whether its off or on or on or off or on
Now the girls rude, I know she's rude but she's screwed right through you, you'll be on your
knees soon