Well... I wish everything could be simple and easy, but it's not. Christine and I came up with the idea to talk as little as possible over the next week or so, and see how both of us feel after that. It's a good idea, it'll make alot of things visible. If we both go crazy, then that'll tell us alot. I know I talk to her about everything, and we are best friends, it'll be interesting to see what happens, or if anything changes.

I'm trying so hard right now not get completely devistated. I guess I'll just build that little wall just in case. I really do like her alot, but I don't know how much more of this I can really handle before I break. It's hard to tell at this point. I just hope everything goes well.