Well.... alot of stuff has happened since the last post. Too much stuff in my opinion. Christine and I had a really good time being together, and we ended up calling it off on Saturday, in hopes of getting back together soon. Alot has happened, and I finally learned not to be selfish, so what ever decision she makes about us, I'm going to try to support her either way, I just want her to be happy. We were only together for a little over a month offically, but we had alot of really fun times, and we talked about things so much, and we got so close. We still talk about everything, and I hope that never changes, I love knowing what's going on in her life, and knowing that she's ok and things. Everything is just really complicated right now. I have come to realize, that I got closer to her in a month then I think I have anybody else ever, I mean I'm close with John but that's different, I havent seen John in a long time.
So many things to think about now, it's all hitting me at once and it kindda sucks to be honest. My arm is doing good, I guess that's cool.
Argh so many things I want to say in here, I just don't know how to say them. Life just gets really crappy sometimes I guess, lol it happens every once inna while, you just gotta keep on keeping on. I guess this is enough for now.
Nah, not yet. I wish I knew what Christine wanted me to do, so I could do it for her and make her really happy again. I mean, I would normally say I wish I knew what she was thinking, but we usually know what eachother are thinking anyways. It's so strange, when we are together, its like we are both on the same page, and any thoughts we have go right into the other persons head, and like our relationship is just really natural, there isn't anything forced, or fake about it . I hope some day, everybody can have that feeling. OK NOW I'm done.

-FIN-