JSDragon0512 (6:18:37 PM): u met her
Bege611 (6:18:41 PM): I gave her a chance, she suprised me, I ended up really liking her
JSDragon0512 (6:18:47 PM): to learn to love
Maybe.... Everything happens for a reason I think. There is a very specific reason why everything happens, I've learned that the past couple years. I remember when I first moved here, I was so pissed at the world and miserable. Last summer, was possibly one of the worst times in my life, Gma got cancer, I didn't have any friends, I moved away from everything I ever knew and I was stuck in the middle of a disfunctional house. A house that was 2 houses away from my Grandma.
As the year went on, I really didn't make any friends, I still wondered what the reason for all this was. When it was all said and done, I ended up being chewed up and spit out, Gma died, Haley really dissapointed me and I was still stuck without any good friends.
Ryan Seery and I stayed friends during the summer, and into Senior year. At this time I began to realize some of the reasons I moved down here, and everything happened. The first time I really had a chance to see Christine was when her and a friend were in her room, and Ryan and I came over to do some things. I heard so many stories about her, but I never really got the chance to meet her. I always give people a chance.
Now this is what's weird. If I didn't move down here, meet Ryan Seery, move to Colington Road and stay friends with Ryan over the summer. I would have never met Christine. So many things that could have gotten in the way of that. Everything had to be completely perfect for us to meet. We would have never met otherwise. It was like a perfectly executed plan. So many things had to be perfect to make that happen.
So recently I've been wondering why I met Christine, what reason in the future may come out of everything. Maybe John was right, maybe I met her to learn how to love. Even if I do end up getting hurt, what reason may that have? I can't think of one right now. Maybe later I'll be able to figure it out. Or maybe, Christine and I will look back on this in a couple years and laugh about it, I dunno.
Until then, the one song that I think I would sing to Christine now would be....
can you sleep as the sound hits your ears one at a time?
an unspokenbalance here,
unabridged for so many years
that i should stare at receivers
to receive her isn't fair
don't worry i'll catch you
don't ever worry
your arms in mine,
anytime I wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything
to my surprise,
before my eyes,
you arrive
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry
I'm still breaking old habits,
habits when you pulled the wool over me
I can see everything,
everything remembering"jinx removing"
don't worry i'll catch you
[x2]don't ever worry
no need for reminding...you're still all that matters to me
3 comments:
she must be special if you think she could be the reason for leaving your chrissypoo..
damn her :P - hang in ther bub
-youknowwho
-mr.hanky the christmas POO!!
yea she must bee really speacil too you ;) love you .
- christine
When i see you i cant believe how exeptionaly beautifuly the light hits your skin without a flaw, oh how i wish to be that light, to dance upon that magnificent plane of radience and life. when you talk to me it feels as if something evil and beautifly warm has wraped itself around me and is constricting my breathing, i feel so helpless... yet its the most wonderful feeling in the world. with such an explosion of electricity and adrenaline i try to find words the words you expect me to say, yet i such a grotesque understatement such as "i love you' would be a lie... But it seems man has not created a word strong enough to express the feeling that i get when you walk into the room, the way you carry yourself...its as if you the wings of an angel...you are utterly angelic
<3 christine
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