So many things going on in my life right now. Wow, I don't even know what to talk about . A couple days it finally happened in the hallway, I don't know what invoked it, but I think this is very rare indeed. I know this person feels the same. We talked a bit today about neither of us really being the others "type" and its hard to figure out exactly how we can feel so strongly for eachother, I dunno the whole world is going crazy I think. I think that is one side effect of being in love, you just go a little nuts. Christine may be going to Ohio with me which is awesome, I can't wait to go.

So many different kinds of emotions that go along with somebody your interested in. I guess the more different kinds of emotions, the more you actually care. I mean, I've gone through alot of stages lately, and in the end all I can think about is how much I really do care, I think that's another "side effect" of love. When everything is all said and done, it doesn't really matter what's happened, you always know you can fall back on that person, and no matter what that person does, even if u don't wanna care, you still end up caring. I get so frustrated sometimes, but at the sametime that just makes me care even more and more and more. I know one thing, even if we aren't eachothers type, there is still something there, I can't deny it, I tried for a week or so but in the end, I just can't lie to myself .

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